skateskateskate

2006-01-11T11:55:00.000-08:00

yeah..
long time since ive updated..
im bored..
so i'll talk.

im bored to death..firstly..cant skate due to the skimpy and unpredictable weather..been raining for like..4 days straight..haiyaaiiai..its so freaking cold..and im down with flu..irritating and very leceh..and so..ive not been skating for quite a time..i need a new deck,new set of bolts,new trucks and wheels..easier said..i need a brand new set of skateboard...syahmi's gonna sponsor me..weeee

hari raya haji past..wrestling with the kambengs..too much man power..and so..we who have much more authority just slacks and order them around..we did logistics..went home..chnged..headed to my mkck house..slacked there for a while..i felt independent..hahakss..cos ive been left alone..due to the kambengs..my family went ahead..and told me to meet up at neneks house..and so..talked to my mkck whom ive not met for weeks..it was den i found out about my abg sedares withdrawal..

he wants to withdraw from poly and make soccer his career..saying he cant cope well and has financial problems..well..i admire him..hes a role model to me..he sets his goals..and achieve them..and he works on his own..and his sense of achievement is great..he always gets what he wants..yeah..i feel sad for him..and i do hope he'll continue his studies for just a yr..if not its wasted..well..all the best ah aziz..

ngee ann lost 4-2 to an unknown team..weather sucks..and field sucks..they dint play well..i shant comment any further..cos im not at soccer too..

i felt bad about something..well.. a bad case of a broken heart..cheer up dude..its no use holding on to something u dont want to..and hurting her in the process....the angerness and sadness will fade away one day..as it is..pursue what u want..not what u have to cater to..its all your life..well..cheer up dude..

and finally...im down...very down..im so fucking jealous..when i shouldnt be..haha...yeah..thats so fucking lame..weeeeeeeeee....kk...i noe all about u and ur peminats...hahaks..yeah..well..its no use gettting mad or jealous...i dont own u..u have the right to kenal kenal and make new frens..the right to do anything..bleahhhh...i love u

till laters~

2005-12-12T20:20:00.000-08:00

emo. shites.

takecare when ur away.
goodbye.

2005-12-12T20:16:00.000-08:00

okayy.
played soccer.
goddamn kiddo.
im gonna wack him again next monday.

well.
my minds a total blank.
good bye.

eyy

2005-12-10T10:12:00.000-08:00

nyeahhhh
its been long dudes.
a solid 8 mnths..
haha..im so freaking bored..and so im here..
k lets start off with skate..as per normal..hehhh.
been siao..deck patah..landed tricks..haha..skates fun dudes
well..thats the shirt i designed..the 2nd shirt..god damn..waiting for the design for the back is such a pain..tkleh harap ah korg..=P

kk about me now..im so emo..whatever..
moody and stuffs..malas ah nak skola..
ive got to things in mind..license and skateboarding..its like thts the thing im after..
sheeshh..studies shuld be in..damnn..

okayy..i haf conflicts with my fam..
aiyy..dun wanna talk about it..
it seems so lame..
i dont care what they wanna do..
ignore me for all i care..

i want a skateboard
get me one will you..=)

oh ya..
dont go indon leii..
heee..
well that someone is sick..takkaire eyy..
till laters

2005-04-11T01:44:00.000-07:00

watched miss congeniality.
it was okayy.
quite fun though.

dammit.
thnks ar ehh.
walauwe.

skate?
perform?
shit.accepted tht.
kinda paisey man.
ergahh.

goin easy now.
legs still in pain.
word up son.

well.check this out.
http://www.flashplayer.com/games/punk-o-matic.html

2005-04-10T00:31:00.000-07:00

so we're talking forever.
wee.2 days straight.

nyeahh.
austin.
uahahahaha.
dr evil.
okays.
im lame.
i noe.

skate.
played catching with da police today.
twice.
and we won.
weeee.

landed tricks.
ended todays session with a varial.
haha
skated at kovan.
leg pain again.
dammit.

ermm.
im gonna shop today.
so accompany me ya.
=)

2005-04-08T00:33:00.000-07:00

its been some time now.
nyeahhh.

i got the name of my fren wrong.
three times.
ahaa.
paiseh eh.
weee.

so.weather is improving.
can go skate.
weeeee.

goin to sp huh.
for what sey.
wakakaa.

so freaking boring.
help me out.

2005-04-02T13:10:00.000-08:00

yeah
u dont fucking own me.
what the hell.
available online.
your choice.

ergahh.
its raining.
and i fucking cant go skate.
shit you.

2005-04-01T23:20:00.000-08:00

so we're talking forever.
you almost feel better.
but better's no excuse for tonight.

bugis.fareast.queensway.
visited them today.
went shopping.
hee.
got a watch.a baller id and a shirt.
im bored.

in the quest of making frens with skater girls.
=)
they are rare.
chatted with one today.
she's cool.and yeah.at least we have no worries chattin.
she said i talk like a chinese.
hee.(=
and the person who said tht to ya is such a bastard.
sheeshh.
so bad sia.
all the best in learning new tricks ayte.

hmm.
im so tired.
didnt skate for quite sometime.
the list is coming shorter now.
just aiming for the vans shoe.
and thats that.

pop ye ye.

im

2005-04-01T02:09:00.000-08:00

mybe this is the second time
so nothings much.

met clara today.
she's short.
hee.
and ive grown taller.
and yeah.
miz ya.
=P

pool day.
haha
again
lame.
two hours.
shit.

im gonna buy that vans shoe.
c ya.

2005-03-30T23:46:00.000-08:00

soooo
im blogging now
so damn tired.
really have no plans for the rest of my life.
if i were to graduate in one year.
im doomed.

anyways.
eclipse are common this year.
i guess many are coming out.
end of the world.
cant imagine that.

always meet younger peeps.
mybe its fated.
whatever.
been there.done that.

this weeks a pool week for me.
played pool again today.

i find myself more and more irritating and noisy.
what happened man.
damn.

chinese girls are pretty.
ahaa.
just commenting.
yeah.you're pretty tooo.
ahaks.

making decisions sucks.
i hate it when there's no one to make decisions.
and you're the one to plan and make them.
dammit.

skaters.here i come.
i fucking gonna be am.
see ya in the competition.

yeah right bitch.spend some time with my dick.

2005-03-30T00:43:00.001-08:00

weeeeeeee.
exams over finally
enjoy.
haissss.

im so bored.
boredom can kill you know.

played pool.
again.
ahaaa
damn slacko

how i wish i had a girl
or a job.
at least i'm occupied.
jeng jeng jeng.
so damn tired.

someone said i have more pimples coming out.
welll.
stress laaaa.
(=

at last.
a beauty's sleep.

2005-03-30T00:43:00.000-08:00

weeeeee.
exam's over liao.
can enjoy.
finally.

what the heck.
so damn boring.
i which i had a girl.
or a job.
at least it keeps me occupied.

played pool.
again.

slacko.
i cant wait for thursday.
weeeee.
shoppin spreee.
oh ya.
gotta buy a present for mu cousin
but what.
tell me.

and someone said i have pimples.
ahaa.
stress laaaaaa
wakakaa.

at last.
a beauty sleep.

2005-03-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

JUGEND SKATE CREW

zakirul

saharil

taufiq

rehan

syahmi

fadzli

sudin

sivam

skateboarding is fun.so go do it.

2005-03-28T22:58:00.000-08:00

yay.
macro was okay.
i believe i can clear it
so i slacked today.
so bored.
haiz.
waiting is such a difficult task.
reply as soon as possible ayte.

haiz.
bmgt next.
after this.
enjoy.
gotta concentrate on my career man.
entering a comp.
exposure and all.

laters.

2005-03-26T23:36:00.000-08:00

one word of advice.
never skate when its raining.
its so damn boring.
with the wet condition and all.
but anyways.
dressed up today when skating.
certainly look like jamie thomas.
heeee.
(-=

and i've learnt something.
each of everyone of us has opinions.
and no opinion is wrong.
yeah.
true.

and im successful.
not in studies.
you know i know.
thanks for the encouragement ya.
indeed.
true friends are hard to come.

and eminem's ryte.
i do know one thing though.
Bitches they come they go.
fuck them.

allrights.
gotta stop having fun and study.
awww.
so bored.
i hope i'm not graduating in one year.

2005-03-26T00:35:00.000-08:00

tangan di atas lagi baik dari tangan di bawah.

saye hari nie ader ckit giler.

so sape2 yg nasibnya baik;

layankan ajer la kan.

nnti skate cnfirm gerek.

laters.

2005-03-24T20:28:00.000-08:00

i sure am graduating in one year.
dammit.
ahhhhhhhh.
i need at least 65 marks from this exam.
tht is i can make it.
ergahhhh.
enuf of thissss.

landed nollie lazerflip.
w0w!.
hahaa
i guess wht they said its true.
i'll land new tricks when i skate.
heee.
tht's something to be proud of.
and im really really goin to get a bike.
the licence 1st of course.
arghhh.

so long suckersss.

no thing no thing man.skate mafia for life!

2005-03-22T06:43:00.000-08:00

so fucking lazy.and also moody.
ergaahh.
so the sianz.
exam today.
which me luck.
cos i didnt even bother to study.
dammit.

2005-03-20T02:17:00.000-08:00

so freaking tired
played soccer in the morning.
went airport.
and headed to town.
and now just got back.
sheeshh.

ska.
skank.
ahaa
monyet vibrator.
sebarang jer.
kakakakaa.
the gig was okay.
they bet that i asked a persons nmbr.
bt i didnt at last.
haha
lame.

badwords flashing outnow and then.
shit.
gotta change.
sheeshh.

laters.
so freaking tired.
wanna get some rest.

2005-03-19T02:01:00.000-08:00

this thing's freaking me man.
haiya.
im in high spirits man
hahaa
currently chatting and making a fool of others
khekehkhehe.

haha
i skipped class again today.
even though its revision.
sheeshh.
skated.
landed half cab late kickflip.
haiya.
when am i goin to enter a comp.
hmm.

anyways.
thnks rachel.
look forward to go with ya.
weee.
ahaa.
and thanks for the punk-o-matic.
its so cool.
we'll trade the beats sometime ya.
laters.

2005-03-19T01:56:00.000-08:00

2005-03-18T02:03:00.000-08:00

jeng jeng jeng.
haha
once a buaya.always a buaya
haha
i know you know.

lepak-ing.
add another member.
haha.
its sure is fun.
nyeah nyeah nyeah nyeah.

lookin forward to the simple plan concert.
hee. rach goin.
c ya then ayte.
laters.

oh ya.
bus conductors acting like TP nowadays.
taking pics of unauthorized vehicles parking at unauthorized places.
ahaa.
what the hell.

i passed macro.
yay.

laters.

2005-03-16T11:20:00.000-08:00

yay. just got home. tired after the long night man.
i was out from 11 to 7 am just now.
wahh.haha.was at east coast.
haha.
shiok man.
didnt noe tht i was good at computers.
haha

headed to changi with my cousin and his frens.
we ride mahh.
weeeee.
very the shiok.
the changi 'girls was oh-so wow'
ahaahaa.
but bapok not in sight.

and one piece of advice.
jgn tumpang org tgh pasrah.
ahhaa.
cnfirm pecut gile babi nyer.
(=
haha.
"tkde pompan tk mati ahh.bole kahwin dgn R1 pe."
nyeahh.

well.
gotta get my slp now.
laters.

2005-03-15T01:01:00.000-08:00

sheeshh.
my datok[i think.cos its my distant relative] passed away.
sad.
every beginning has an ending.everyone has to go at a point of time.
well.
haizz.
cant let it affect my mood.

hmm.
prank calls are fun.
(=
weeee.

my mum's making a lot of fuss today.
for the very first time.
asked me alot of stupid questions.
haiya.
i feel that my retest is gonna be just fine.
hope so.

and what the hell.
pompan nyer pasal hilang kawan.
buat aper kan.
ahaa.
gotta separate those two issues.

anyways.
iqah.
nice knowing ya.
(=

if im just bad news.then u're a liar.

2005-03-13T21:40:00.000-08:00

woweee.
peh penat.
haha.
well.
lack of sleep man.
baby genius[if thts how they spell it]
they are so cuteee.
haha.

have a re-test tmr.
ergahh.
bored.

so ah tdi tak make it on time ye
maaf.

c ya.

2005-03-13T00:21:00.000-08:00

skate was o-so fun just now.
3 weeks didnt skate
and thought tht tricks were gone.
perhaps i suppose.
but it didnt.
ahaa.
landed freaking tricks.
but old tricks laaa.
sheeshh.
and my blood brother came down despite his leg injury.
kesian sey kene kutok ngn other members.(main2 punye laaa)
ahaa.
tapi tkpe.
i shutted them up.
hehe.

and oh ya.
ijam was so pasrah today.
ckp tersalah.
maki bnyk.
its just not him today.
well
ahaa.
lek la zam.
time has its way.
chill k.

take care.dont take drugs.

2005-03-12T00:15:00.000-08:00

i woke up at 1pm man.
and thts so late.
sheeshh.

well.
slacked the whole day.
oo.
hp very the quite.
haha.
gothiqueen.
u are sweet and cute.
too bad ure attached.

hmm.
talkin to tasha now.
yeah.
mad cause of the cd.
(=.
well.
she made a great joke.
haha.
she pressed "copy"
but den didnt press "paste".
and she complained tht it still havnt transfer e file.
haha.
joke of the day man.
heheheee.

skate later.
its been sometime already.
confirm my tricks arent as constant.
haiya.

laters.

2005-03-11T01:17:00.000-08:00

today's so slack
skip class again
haha

my fren did a nice clap today.
heheheee.
just like the seal.
ahaa.
tkmu amik hati eh.
kekekekeee.

im tired.gotta get some sleep.
btw.
madrid lost.
wtf.
but at least liverpool, chelsea and milan are through.
weee.

and you are crappy.
haha.
i think you need some medicine.
thanks for the shoulder ya.
(=

2005-03-10T00:06:00.000-08:00

three cheers so sweet revenge.

hehehee.

thanks for listening ya.
i owe you one.
(=

if u cant.i dont mind.
3.30 is like too late.
anotha 3 1/2 hrs tauu.
and u have lesson at 9.
nnti tak bgn sey.
hehe.
abeh salahkn saye.

kwang kwang kwang.

2005-03-09T23:24:00.000-08:00

wahh.
so many typo siaaa.
hahaaaa
what onlyyyyy.

2005-03-09T23:14:00.000-08:00

dammit!
dammit dammit dammit.
freiendster sucks man.what the hell.
so the troublesome. see la.
cannot check on something.
haiya.
please dunt let the msg disappear.
(=

2005-03-09T22:35:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey.
yahoo.
at last IS modules are over.
yay.
the thing is..
im only coming to sch on thursday and friday nxt week.
wow.
and den.the following week..is the exams.
ergah.
so freaking fast.

sorry ah nur.
tkle lepak uh niari.
penat uhh.
next time eh.
ape yg important sgt nie.
biland kat msn ke call aku ke.
kan senang.

chelsea won.
YAHOO.
haha
well.
i slpt today. so great.
its been a long time since i had a decent sleep.
well.
madrid's match today.
hope they win.

till then.

2005-03-09T01:04:00.000-08:00

Ray is such a fucker.
hahaa.
at least he mended his ways.
bahh.

country musics nice.
well well well.

and i dunno if im gonna make it for the final test just now.
wahh.i got the format wrong.
shitss.
hope can make.
no.i mean i want to make it.
wanna meet my goal this semester.

and dammit.
please stop looking down on yourself man.
get a life.
okays.

and hanyut.haha.
at least she msgs you.
and replies.
up ckit.
hehee.
well.
its up to you man.
gd luck hanyut.
(=

im feeling so tired now.
just got back home.
chelsea's gonna make it through it man.
and milan too.

so longggg.

2005-03-08T00:53:00.000-08:00

weeeewoooweeeeeee.
went to sch for a pathetic 2 hrs only.
waahhh.
and it seems tht time is flyingg.
anotha 2 weeks and exams will come right at my face.
and i dont seem to study much man.
sheeshh.
ive gt an exam today at 5.
gotta be scoring.
i've made a goal. that is to clear all my modules.
im fuckin gonna clear them.

well.
slacked today.
i kinda like reggae and trance music now.
they make me wanna dance.
(=

theres this gothqueen i saw.
so sweet.
weee.
wanna get to know her.
=)

so long then.
wish me luck.

2005-03-07T01:28:00.000-08:00

well.
so freaking tired today.
didnt get a nice sleep.
ergahhh.

i slacked at ps mac.
doin project.
hehee.

matep's skate grp skated at dhoby ghaut.
so cool.
i suddenly feel like chngin crew's.
haha
waht only.
theres about 10 people there.
how i wish my skate crew were cool enough to skate at dhoby ghaut.
sighs.

and theres a lot of preety girls.
weeee.
im looking for a ska friend.
recommendations anyone?

hehee.

2005-03-06T01:12:00.000-08:00

im so happy today. my frens cater to my need/..
that is playing pool.
ahaa.
lame.so fucking lame.

met 2 national players today.
so very the honoured.
haha
well.
having a match nxt sunday.
gotta perform.
wanna send the flamboyants home
haha
bt actually playing at choa chu kang.

anyways.
pretty girls are really appearing these days.
ahaa
gsf.
but ive already stated that "terms and conditions applied"
hehee.

but then of course everything happens for a reason.

2005-03-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

yeah weeee.
just got home today.
ahaaa.
saw dee today.
ahaks..
she's SO pretty.
bt nah.
i know how you feel.
:)

2005-03-04T01:15:00.000-08:00

wowweee.
a trip to hell.
theres a lot a peeps goin to ngee ann man.
and i saw this fine girl.
very sweet smile she has.
must get to know her.
ahaaks.

well.
s'pores future in soccer has a chance.
watched the under 18 match against japan.
they are in possesion.
well
ahaa

suntiak.

2005-03-02T20:14:00.000-08:00

woweee.
skit and roleplay IS fun.
ahaa.
its been a long time already.
never go skate.
wah.
my tricks gonna be lost.
weee.
ahaa.
i came home early today.
wahhh.
hahaa.
well.

i wish my frens all the best in their endeavours in whichever route they take.
(=

2005-03-02T01:26:00.000-08:00

well weeee.
i became someone great.
ahaha.
became a councellor.
whatever shit i crapped.
seems motivating.
my frens results kinda okay.
but they shouldnt stay back or what.
should move on.
wish them all da best.

anyways.
i have a partner in crime man!.
ahaa.
nice-

played pool.
it was so fuckin shitty.
haha
confident pukul bola hijau kepeee.
ahahahaa
lek eh.
main2 ajer.
nyeahhh.

2005-03-01T02:06:00.000-08:00

april's fool.

im back.
at last.
haha

really a pool week.
played two hours today.
yeah lame.

dint know im good at helping.
haha
when azza and zaki combines.
best help available.

pasrah pasrah pasrah.
haha.
chill laaaa.

they really have a way with it.
can just beat around the bush and not say it straight.
maybe its good.
but on the other hand.
so fucked up.

awww.
so sweett.

2 down. 2 more to go.
haha
fret not.
i'll be the last.

met clara today.
she's short.
or rather im tall.
haha
no hard feelings ya.
ya ya ya
miss yaa.
=P

2005-02-28T02:23:00.000-08:00

yes ah.
chelsea won
well yea.
wtf.
instead of studying fer e test.
i watched carling cup.

i noe.
im fucking sure ur'e talking about me.
u said it urself.
say it to my face.
like what the hell.
y cant u say this straight to my face.

oo well.
i just feel fucked up.
i haf stop looking forward to you a long time ago.
its just that THEY mistook my fren for you.

ive my own life.
what's skateboarding for.
e time u didnt reply my messages.
thats e time i know u want me to fuck off.

o shit.
nuttings gonna come out of this.
you go your way. i go mine.
all the best in your endeavours.

2005-02-27T22:26:00.000-08:00

lepak-ing.
with members.
once in a while.
is quite interesting though.
the problems we share.
the fun we had when coloring others mistakes.
at least there's no sadness in it.

ive been let down from time to time.
thanks for the VENOM.
like real.
i guess ive been feeling down for more than enough.
this thing here have tasted all the down-ness.
and it wont take any effect when another thing makes it down again.

anyways.
i scare a lot of people today.
cos of the releasing of results.
weeee.
all the best to all of you.

it will be the first time this sem.
that im really really serious about my work.
theres alot of assignments lately.
and its due this week.
rushing thru things.
and mybe its becos im gonna get debarred.
i'll be out of action for weeks to come.

should i bite my tongue.

till blood soaks my shirt.

we'll never fall apart.

tell me why this hurts so much.

my hands are at your throat.

and i think i hate you.

but still we'll say 'remember when'.

just like we always do.

2005-02-26T03:32:00.000-08:00

i wonder if.

that i was thinking too much.

or that im asking too much.

or its just that u dont have the same thinking as me.

so girl wht you wanna see.

wanna see me get down on my knees.

wanna hear me begging baby plead.

wanna hear me crying for mercy.

oh girl.i wish i knew ur world.

i think im losing my head over you girl.

it was all you thts in my mind.

high hopes.

bt i dont think thats the outcome.

well.

we shall see.

and id better be on time for the meeting.

or i'll be dead meat.

must treat them lunch.

ergahhh.

i'll try and get some slp now.

2005-02-25T23:16:00.000-08:00

oh well.
played soccer today.
and kinda slacked.
accompanied a fren to shop
got pay mah.
enjoy.
haha
fell bad about e free stuffs.
haizz.
it will be my turn next okay.

bought all others except the shoe.
when the main intention was to buy a shoe.
sheeshhh
haha.
well.
a lot of money mahh.
haisss

2005-02-25T15:42:00.000-08:00

wtf
i got letters coming in my mailbox.
warning letters to be specific.
walauwe
im doomed to be debarred.
den i will be fucked up and down man.
ergahhh

2005-02-24T00:33:00.000-08:00

oh well.

the world is really gettin smaller and smaller.

like evry single person is related.

somewhat.somehow.

hahaha.

didnt expect that.

we had a couple of conversations.

but still.

this cnversations been dead on arrival.

i guess.i should stop dreaming.

and concentrate on my studies.

there's many guys chasing after you.and hu am i.

best man wins.

whatever.

i got evrything i want in my life.

except the girlfrienddd.

oh well.

i simply just love slacking.

slack and slack and slack.

chilling out.

it doesnt matter where.

as long as im not alone.

at least all troubles are forgotten.

ct bahhh.

halooo

and goodbye.

2005-02-23T22:06:00.000-08:00

well.i was shocked.
who would imagine being waked up by one's advisor.
yes.matthew pon called me.
he asked about my well-beings.
yeah.a caring advisor.
weeeeee.the first time i woke up early man.
hahaa.
so long.wanna go sch.

2005-02-23T01:18:00.000-08:00

this flu is really freaking me out.
i kept snezzing for the last 5 mins.

ar yes.
i got a partner already.
a partner to chill with.
my bestfren injured his leg today while skating.
weeeee.haha.
baru kau tau aper aku rase bile kaki aku sakit.
haha.
he's deemed to be out for 2 weeks.
just like me.
haha

i really wonder sometimes.
if u ever had any feelings for me.
it just doesnt feel right.
through our conversations. and all.
its just not my day.
used to talk a lot.or at least msg each other.
but now.msg nt replied.
cnversations also just for a few pathetic minutes.
"HI.HALO"
"watcha doin"
and thats it.

and i did tell you that i like you.
and that im giving chase.
but you just like."yea right"
.ergaaahhh.
im not playing a fool dammit.

well.i gotta be up later at 3.30.
gotta watch champions league.
so long ya.

2005-02-22T21:06:00.000-08:00

its natural that one isnt willing to let go of something one wants to possess.

2005-02-22T01:40:00.000-08:00

sometimes at sit.

staring at the window.

watching the world pass me by.

people make jokes.

cause they dont understand me.

they just dont see my real side.

i wonder sometimes.

if that id given a clear signal.

or anything like that.

cos this conversations been dead on arrival.

and if you could think what im thinking.
u shld be mine ryte now.

i dont want to fight this feeling no more.

bt i love you and love its you i adore.

cause its you tht matters.

just the sight of you throws my heart ashore.

and the joy that you bring opens up my door.

cause its you that matters.

ive been sleeping late lately.

like an owl.

alive in the night.and dead in the day.

i know im in need of slp.

but i just am plain lazy to slp.

theres no mood to slp.

whteva.

i havnt been happier since

[bree ann]

it use to care so much more.

o ya.

u just have to live with it.

dun ask me y.

the passion keeps me goin.

skateboardings fun.

so go do it.

2005-02-21T21:45:00.000-08:00

well yeah.
went jammin today.
ahaa.
like coool.
watever
didnt imagine myself being a vocalist.
ahaa.
well.
at least its a substitute for skateboarding.
ive injured my legs
ankle.both.
how am i goin to flip and drag my board.with the pain.
haiya.

2005-02-21T21:44:00.000-08:00

yesterdays still fresh in my mind.

all the 'kutoks' i gt frm my frens

and all the things they purposely did.just bcos i came alone.

ergahh.

watever.

see.i did tell you to come.

but.whatever.

2005-02-21T12:27:00.000-08:00

hello there
the angel from my nightmare.
i miss you-blink 182

i wanted to see if i could forget you if i didnt log in.
well.
i guess.....

ahh.
sentosa was okay.
bt it could have been fun with you there.
welllll.

and ya.
i fucking skipped tutorial again today.
ahaa.
anotha warning letter awaits me i guess.
ergahhh.

2005-02-18T03:58:00.000-08:00

its nearing 4 am.

and i aint any sleepy.

mls la nak tdo.

haiya.

abeh suroh org tdo kul 2.rabak sey zaki.

ahaa.

y cant u make it.

cant u make it and exception?.

haiz.

i wonder if i can wake up later.gotta be in sch by 9.

haiya.

soccers tmr.

lookin forward.but i dont think can play.

leg hurts man.

haiya.

but i think i can go skate.

ahaa

diaozz

2005-02-17T22:05:00.000-08:00

oh well.
she cant make it.
i guess i had to face it.
sighs.
sunday is goin to be bored man.
others have partners.an im alone.
boo.
i just wish tht u'll tell me that u can make it..

awww.
her smile is oh so sweettttt
and add the specs shes wearing.
tht makes the whole things perfect.
weee.
(8

like dammit.

this matrips2 mntk kene terajang ahh.

mntang2 pompan lawa.nak kacau2.

walauwe.

bantai baru tau.

2005-02-17T20:24:00.000-08:00

saw this girl.
a sec sch girl.
her smile is so sweet.and shes cute.
and had dimples too.
got my eyes on you.
(=

2005-02-17T19:16:00.000-08:00

see.i told you.
a goner.and its true.
told you to get it over with.
haiya.

2005-02-16T01:29:00.000-08:00

hate it when dateline's near.
rushing on things and what the hell
stress man.
erghhhh
no life.
tried my best.
bt u aint goin.
im doom man.

2005-02-15T02:56:00.000-08:00

i kinda like this color now.
its so relaxing.
well.
im so tired.
having watched all the skate videos.
i realise that im far behind.
bt it really is fun to watch yourself doing tricks on the recorded videos.
weeeeee.
im really going am now.
anyways.
i 4gt to wish u a happy vday.
bt its over now.
perhaps perhaps.
i hope u can make it this sun.

2005-02-14T14:28:00.000-08:00

im in sch now.
such a bored day.
right.left.in front and at the back.
everywhere i face.couples will appear.
haiya.
and when i sat at the atrium,peeps selling flowers kept coming to me.
lik dammit.

and i bought for my fren at last.
haha
which is.at least something.
...

2005-02-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

okays.

im such a fool man.

some shits in my minds bothering me.

ergahh.

its fuckin irritating.

and she aint online.

maybe she went out.

and have fun.

like dammit.

its always about her.

gotta change.

ermmm.skate.

thats the best thing.

im really gonna rock the skateboarding world.

in time to come.

hope the skaetpark is build by then.

well.

i aint sure if she's coming nxt sun.

its probably no.

and i have to go along with the so-called forfeit.

haiyaa.....

2005-02-13T20:32:00.000-08:00

ergahhh.
its pm.not am.

2005-02-13T20:30:00.000-08:00

stupid dumbass.
ergahh.
what.
made a mistake again.
posted on 8.30 pm. not 8.30 pm.
me. dumb me.

2005-02-13T20:20:00.000-08:00

vday tmr.

and no date.

boooo.

oh fuck.

my bus-pass gone.

i dunno where i place it mannn!!!!!

ergahhh.

skated today.

no interesting thing happened.

except that i landed [pop-shuvit tailgrab]

and both my ankles' in pain.

dunno if i'll be fit for the soccer tournament next week.

lookin forward to that.

and we havnt chatted lately.

i guess.she doesnt feel the same.

Cause Im a wishful thinker with the worst intentions.

This will be the last chance you get to drop my name.

2005-02-13T08:30:00.000-08:00

what the hell.
what was i thinking mann
its pop-shuvit fingerflip.
dammit.

2005-02-13T02:58:00.000-08:00

wowweee.'
kinda woke up.
slpt from 7 till now.
was fuckin tired.

skated at fengshan.
quite ok.at least landed some tricks.
but its kinda lame there.
headed back to kovan.
burned two of the peeps there.
ahahaaa.
i didnt mean to burn them.
well.
tried noegrinf tailgrab.but missed and fell.
thats great.
like so the tiring.

2 more days now.

2005-02-12T13:40:00.000-08:00

just gt back from soccer.
tired.well.
stupid of me to wack the ball in my goal.
ahaahaa.
but i had fun.
gotta enjoy life mahh.
weee.
i gotta be ready now.
goin to out skate.
(=

2005-02-12T00:14:00.000-08:00

msgs sent arent replied.
so down.
well.
went out with my frens today.
slacked as usual.
weird thing happened.
mistakes.
a whole lot of them.
wakakaaa.
spot each others mistakes.and made fun of it.
weee.
cheered up.
bt ct.
i really think of you now and then.
haizzz.

2005-02-11T03:36:00.001-08:00

ahaa.
4got.
ergahh.
wht did i want to say.
neva mind
go slp zaki
weeee.
(=

2005-02-11T03:36:00.000-08:00

woit
ahaa.
colors are difficult to mix.
this and that.
bt i prefer black and red.
striking mehh.?.
no lahh.
its so nice.
okay now.
shirts on the way.
weeee
still thinking of the new trick.
it is so very the nice.

2005-02-10T22:05:00.000-08:00

im beginning to like coffee bean.
slacked there with a fren.
reminded me of e time with u.
at paragon.i think.
haiya.

2005-02-10T19:52:00.000-08:00

what a difference.a day made.

i think.hahaa.
was so very the bored.
and decided to have some fresh air.
wht do i always fall back on?
skate laaa.walauwe.
ahaa.
2day was so much fun.
landed a new trick.
one-footed nose-grind + tailgrab.
haha.figure it out urself.
weee.

2005-02-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

shocked.
i dreamt of u today.
weird.
well.
hope tht it all goes well.
its so freaking bored.
holidays.
nothing to do.
mybe i'll go skate.

2005-02-09T20:00:00.000-08:00

wowwweeeee.
bukom was o-so fun.
hehehe.
played pool,table-tennis,badminton,billard and more.
ahaa.
at least my sleep was robbed for a good cause.
ahaa.
i thought of u again.
like it surely is fun to be there with u...

2005-02-09T08:22:00.000-08:00

erghh.
been robbed of my beautiful slp.
going to bukom;
for some gathering..
might as well go..and enjoy.
c ya.

2005-02-08T22:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

well. bored man.
i skated today.
frm 11- 6 pm.
like wow.
did many tricks and had them caught on tape.
weee.all tricks i wanted to do was captured.
i made my ollie down constant.
tried frontside ollie and nollie down.
but in the process...sprained my ankle.again.
ergahhh.
well.
tired.and she's not online.
i guess i'll be out.

2005-02-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

todays just like
all the others.
im not okay.

you've got me waiting by myself.
i never wanted more than this.
what will it take to get the truth im on my knees.
-finch

2005-02-07T20:02:00.000-08:00

was late again.
as usual.
hahaa.
got my test back
managed to get a B.
weee.haha
well.
im goin to sch for just today this week
haha
which is..cool.
played pool with my best fren 2day.
great time.
slack.and do stupid stuffs.
gotta rock the skateboarding world in mnths to come.

2005-02-07T10:04:00.000-08:00

hmm
read ur blog again.
like okays.
mybe im being childish
but i aint noe a thing.
i always picture u with me.
having fun and slack arnd.
well.
hope it can be true.
im still trying.
again.
c ya.

2005-02-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

i wanna go mosh again.
weeeee.
just got back.
very tired.
had fun with the punkers and rudies.
cultures are cool.
met old frens who are into them.
and slacked around.
weeeee.
ahaa.
shit.gotta prepare for sch tmr.
ergahhh.

2005-02-06T13:55:00.000-08:00

yeah.
woke up man.
ready for mosh-ing and skank-ing.
heheheee.
wanna forget all worries and have fun today.

-to be continued-

2005-02-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

well.i ton at my frens house last night.
joked and laughed.
watch kungfu hustle.
damn freaking funny.
ahaa.
im too tired.lack of sleep.
must wake up for the gig man.
c ya.

2005-02-05T07:49:00.000-08:00

imagine a person of the opposite sex asking u this:

"zaki.macam mane nak main?"

haha.

giler babi nye kekek sey.

ish2.haha.

well.

im kinda okay now.

did some soul searching.

its been quite difficult to ask you out.

i guess.im just a friend to you.

i'll try to get close to you.

gdbye

2005-02-04T23:19:00.000-08:00

haha.

turns out not to be her.

i've been punked.

goonnnn

2005-02-04T22:09:00.000-08:00

today was kinda slackin momentsss.
went to prayers.
and den went to meet my fren at slack.
played ps2.
chat with her for awhile.
haiz.
its been 2 times she asks me the same ques.
am i really mad?
im not sure.
so.sorry.
maybe im just pissed of.
we dont chat nowadays.
....

2005-02-04T18:04:00.000-08:00

i aint myself these days.

no mood and all.

fuck.

whats the cause zaki??

ergahhhhh.

2005-02-04T01:53:00.000-08:00

DAMMIT.FUCK YOU.

dammit.dammit.dammit.

ergahhhhhhhhhhhh

im so fuckin pissed.

yy>>>/???

ergahhhhhhh

fuck it.

2005-02-03T22:05:00.000-08:00

i really want that puma shoe.
so fucking nice.
waited for mullen's shoe to go down in price.
but it just remains the same.

you're online.

im happy but sad.

what the hell.

we just dont talk anymore.

and i somehow feel that.you dont feel the same.

i dont know if i should pursue it.

i need your guidance.

please.tell me.

2005-02-03T16:20:00.000-08:00

danng

haha

like freak.

tes was dammit.

haha

did it anyhow.

okays.

at my frens house.

boredom.

ergahh.

played winning 11.

did a good deed.

nyeahh.

haha.

played possesion.

haha.

be back for more.

2005-02-03T16:08:00.000-08:00

ahh.

think too much.

its 4 am in the morning

and still am not asleep.

u seem happy.?

should i continue.

or let you go?

ergahh.

well.

loving someone doesnt mean possessing her.

but could i? should i?

ergah.

gotta haf some slp.

or i'll not be waking up tmr for the test.

wish me luck.

2005-02-03T01:50:00.000-08:00

e test was okay.
like.really okay.at least i can do it.
nyeahh.
2days paper cnfirm die.
surely anyhow.
gd luck zaki.
this is how lazy i am.
ergahhh.
haha.
evrydays the same.

2005-02-03T00:53:00.001-08:00

dammit.
theres some probs with this thing
ergahhhhhh.
be back laterrr.

2005-02-03T00:53:00.000-08:00

had fun.

played pool.

went shopping.

slack with jugend.

done.

bored.

pretty girl makes graves.

- lepak-ing.slack-ing.crap-ing. -

2005-02-02T02:27:00.000-08:00

nyeahhh
like dangg.

crappin siaa

down.den crap with classmates.

fun-ness.

nyeahhh

test at 1.30 pm.

still not asleep

im thinkin of you again.

you are the weakest link.gd bye!

2005-02-01T23:45:00.000-08:00

yay.
im gonna fail. didnt even bother to study
ergahh.
still slacking.
danggg.
like this semester.no moood siaaaa.

you're like.

so busy 2day.

well.

doesnt want to disturb you.

and its your privacy.

oo.

looking forward for the gig man.

nyeahh

some chickies ask me along.

like wow.

ahaa.

halo.

the game is great.

wanna get the soundtrack

heard its cool.

wish me luck for my test.

2005-02-01T19:48:00.000-08:00

like fuck.
im so fuckin in pain.
just got back from skate.
e first time skate seems bored.
i had it all coming.
my leg is really in pain.
uhhh.

im easily bored nowadays.

dammit.

2005-02-01T12:55:00.000-08:00

nyeahhh.
like cool.
i like.just woke up.and its nearing one.
wow.
so what do i do 2day.
boredom.
ergaah.
might as well study.
constantine
wanna watch it.
with you.
but you seem kinda busy.

2005-02-01T04:04:00.000-08:00

ergah.
i cant sleep man.
like dammit.
what the hell.
this stupid thingy is playing with the door.and also like marbles.
like dammit.
ok man.fuck off.
a aint gonna act brave.
whatever you are.
just leave me alone.
brbace2 ayat la aku skrg nieeeeee.